so now um hanging out with the uh girls...btw thry say hi...lol im hyper right now and its 1:21 in the morning...we were making a video and we stopped and we r genna finish it in the morning and then we r genna go on my comp and burn it onto a DVD...fun stuff...were all genna have a copy...now were just taking silly pix...u noe what the most loving thing to say to a twin who ur not genna see in forever is...quote un quote.."i cant wait to move so i can get away from u" oh yes doesnt that just raise ur spirit!!...so yep thats what she sed to me when i didnt even do shit to her....it actually hurt..alot...love ya too katrina....today me and a few friends went down to palm dersert...ate at olive garden then went to pet co then to best buy then westfield shopping town mall then golden spoon for some ice cream then home and so yea it was a pretty fun day...went to church this morning like i try and do every sunday...pastor was energetic, as usual..funny.hyper.jumpy.shouting. excited. i love it....this 5 day weekend was pretty fun [4 for all who went to school thursday] to bad its all over...plams for turkey break:

pauline-sandiego
sara-new york
katrina-new hampshire

and then theres me...here with the same ol family i see everyday...no ones coming down we aint going n e where...we were genna go to oregon...nope...arizona...nope...nada...just here in the deuce...n e one stuck here like me??

i have come to a conclusion that i have to start leavin more people comments to recieve so i think thats what im going to go do...so even if i dont go to sleep tonight...GOODNIGHT....and i hope someone becomes available on aim soon before i go crazy for not talkin to n e one on there!!

<3yall

infinite x's and o's

the one and only...shaina [i wish i had a way in a different language how to say my name...but nope its always just shaina...maybe ill just make up a name that will mean shaina.. n e one wanna give me n e suggestions??]

9 dAYs till katrina moves :(

                         so i havent spent the night in my own bed for 3 nights...

thursday-paulinas

friday-danas

saturday-saras

tonight-everyone at my house

                        well im doing ok i dont really use this n e more as u all noe in 29 palms its all bout the myspace so i dont really read n e ones or go on mine but i think im willing to start back up again....

but i gotta go...mucho amor

infinite X's and O's

<3shaina

long time no talk guys havent been on here cuz no one likes to leave me comments but whatever...if people decide to leave comments ill write again!

<3shaina

Its come down to this,
Blade to skin, hand on bliss,
I've become the thing i've hated,
What i've shunned, and what i've stated,
"Never me, never me,"
As i cover my wounds,
"They'll never see, never see"
Im casted out, "she gets off
hurting herself," they say,
But maybe, maybe, they'll know someday,
That the torment drifting through my skull,
When steel cuts flesh, seems to dull
The pain away, so yeh it makes me better,
Takes the hurt and makes me see,
"That it is me, it is me,"
The thing i'd never want to be,
So cast me out, I couldnt be any
more alone.

----thats all i have to say

<3shaina